The Immortal I haven't found.

Hey bloggers ;)

My christmas was alright ;D Mainly because i didn't get any sleep that night, stayed up all night and opened prezzie early in the morning.

I got ::

A elec' guitar.
A ticket to Marilyn Manson and Lost Prophets. New straightners.
New hairdryer.
Alot of aftershave and doederant ;)
New phone.
Alot of chocchoc.
Ripleys believe it or not book.
New headphones for the drums (Y).
Amongst other things ;D



Hmmmmmm. Listening to Evanescence - Bring me to life.



So yeah moving on from Christmas, i've gotten myself in abit of a tight spot tbf, I've just gotten over James and Josh and what happened with them ;/ But now I just feel empty, like I'm a shell that could crack at any second, and it isn't really a nice feeling D;








Evanescence - My Immortal ''When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears, When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears, When I held your hand through all of these years, you still have al of me!''






So last night was funny, got drunk at Jade's with Laurie, Conor and Ryse hahaha ;D T'was fun actually, though I did go to the park for an hour by myself, sorry for the phone call Lora (Y) ;) I just needed to hear someone talk sense mwhahahaha! :D








Okay so that's about it bloggers ;D
'till next time (Y)
Scotty <3

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Content with Loneliness...

Hey guys :)

Well today has been pretty fun. Didn't get up untill 2:30pm, I get myself ready and get rushed off to Notts with Lukey :)

Got two new lip barsn for my snakeys, and then have a look around for Lukey's GF's chrimbo present (Try saying that when your drunk haha) and then went to subway (Y)

Went to heanor, went to see someone that didn't even know I existed and then to lukes for guitarhero, equalsthree and cider mwhahahahah!

Went home and just got in for some relaxing time. Sometimes I hate being alone, it gives you time to think, and when you think you ask questions that you know is gonna upset you, mainly because you get no answers. ;/


Listening to Paramore - Playing god.

''Next time you point the finger I'll bend it back and might just break it break it, Next time you point the finger i'll point it to the mirror'' <3

So yeah i don't really feel in the christmassy mood yet, maybe it'll hit me ;L But untill then I gotta just work up a smile and say 'Merry christmas' hahaha ;D











Hmmmmmm.

It was nice spending sometime with Lora the other day, had to leave her with Kimmy and Kursty for abit whilst I sorted out some things which I know she didn't really appreciate, but I had no other choice, I was thirst.

Saw Andrei and Andy AND Josh down there, so t'was vair amusing :)

I know things aint really been the same between us ever since Josh came along, but tbf things change and people change. But it's not gonna affect anything, she's still one of my BEST Girl friends ;L hahaha. Along with Jodie, Cherryne, Doodle and Bibbs. :)

OOOOOHHHHHHH!

Lost prophets in February! I think Lh is coming but not too sure, it'll be well fun.

Me+Booze+Rockcity=FUNFUNFUN!

:D
Merry christmas, Scotty <3

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Hmmmmm. Ponders a name!

Hey y'all :)

God has the past few weeks been so tough :/ It's just one of those days when you really need your close friends with you, stamping around town and eating Oreo's :/ Unfortunatley I don't have that anymore. I got these guys >>>>>

Jade&&Kimmy.
Close friends FTW<3

I just feel like crawling so far under a rock, no one will ever find me again :/ Not after all this, and I really don't wanna show my face tomorrow at college either.

When you give someone a second chance, aren't they suposed to not mess things up? Not hurt you? Or is it just me that sticks to those kinda rules :/ Now thanks to someone just really not caring about anything or anyone, selfish bastard D; I'm left in the darkness, hurt and betrayed. And yet, I do nothing about it, I could hit him where it hurts ;) and it wouldn't hurt him. That's the thing with people like me, we're too nice :/

Another thing aswell, I really dislike Christmas ever since the wholse Courtney thing :/ I just don't feel up to it, spending a whole day pretending to be happy, when you have really no reason to lift a finger.

So pointless...

♫ Secondhand Serenade - A Twist In My Story♫

I can only listen to depressive love songs at the moment, I don't even know why I feel this bad, it's like the biggest part of my being has been stolen from me for a second time.

Another time that really has hurt me badly. Ontop of that other bastards are using it against me, being avoided and truly left behind whilst you all have your pretty convosations and you greatest dreams come true.

Enjoy it while it lasts because it wont last long =/
I assure you...

Sorry for the mood, Baiiii <3

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