Hmmmmm. Ponders a name!

Hey y'all :)

God has the past few weeks been so tough :/ It's just one of those days when you really need your close friends with you, stamping around town and eating Oreo's :/ Unfortunatley I don't have that anymore. I got these guys >>>>>

Jade&&Kimmy.
Close friends FTW<3

I just feel like crawling so far under a rock, no one will ever find me again :/ Not after all this, and I really don't wanna show my face tomorrow at college either.

When you give someone a second chance, aren't they suposed to not mess things up? Not hurt you? Or is it just me that sticks to those kinda rules :/ Now thanks to someone just really not caring about anything or anyone, selfish bastard D; I'm left in the darkness, hurt and betrayed. And yet, I do nothing about it, I could hit him where it hurts ;) and it wouldn't hurt him. That's the thing with people like me, we're too nice :/

Another thing aswell, I really dislike Christmas ever since the wholse Courtney thing :/ I just don't feel up to it, spending a whole day pretending to be happy, when you have really no reason to lift a finger.

So pointless...

♫ Secondhand Serenade - A Twist In My Story♫

I can only listen to depressive love songs at the moment, I don't even know why I feel this bad, it's like the biggest part of my being has been stolen from me for a second time.

Another time that really has hurt me badly. Ontop of that other bastards are using it against me, being avoided and truly left behind whilst you all have your pretty convosations and you greatest dreams come true.

Enjoy it while it lasts because it wont last long =/
I assure you...

Sorry for the mood, Baiiii <3