The Future

Hey Guys.

Sorry I've not updated lately, I've been through some things lately and I've been very busy :)
Forgive me ? :D

Haha, So I wanted to speak about the Future?
Do you believe it can be fortold by cards and other gifts?
Or do you believe that there isn't anything like fate in the world.

Well, I believe that out actions atleast have some guideline here on earth. However, I also believe in Karma, and the two theorys clash. If something bad was to happen to you, and it went back to the other person, surely it couldn't react properly because it wasn't designed in the plans to make that change.
However contraversial fate is, does it matter anyway?
If you live ideally in the present and you have someone there that you care about, and others that you caer about like friends, family and other people you know, does it completely matter what you're life will turn out like. As you can see, I am living in the moment. Which is a new development for me as I've never tried to do this. I've always tried to live in the past, which we all know just hurts and never really has a good outcome. However at this moment in time, I'm always going out with my friends, I'm always having fun. I'm loosing ALOT of weight and i'm starting to reach a point were I am happy. Not completely happy, just a distraction, however it's the closest i've gotten in a very long time, and I like it. Although, it all rests on the decision of one person, which to be very honest is a hard and difficult position, I personally wouldn't like to be that person, however I trust this person with my life. And ultimately enjoy company from my friends.
So even with new developments in my life, when you start to live for the moment, things become clear. I've been able to think alot clearly and move around without having any doubt in my mind that I'll be let down by someone I love :)

I just want to say thankyou, to this person, She knows who she is, as for all my friends, Thankyou again. And I want to say for anyone reading my blog, thankyou. I shall continue writting :)

<3 Scotty.