Heartbreak and loss...

Hey guys :/

The thing is about heartbreak is that it's always changing, always shifting its forms to hurt other people. It's something that cannot be seen, something that can be felt and always something that has meaning. Somepeople don't know what it's like, But the truth is I do.

I've spent 2/3 years of my lief in constant hope and love to this one person. All she ever did was turn me away, say that it's her fault, when the fact is I wasn't strong enough for her, so I decided to change... Get stronger, always hoping that one day I could stand beside her, and not behind her like always. Even now I'll remember her face, the way that her hair swung around down to her neck and her lovely shoulders. What I'm getting at is, it hurts like nothing else. Like you should have the heart to say something, but all that comes out is blank misunderstood words. It's like someone took the fire from the sun, it's unbareable...

You could spend your whole existence mourning over the loss of someone or something, but it isn't going to change the fact that they're gone. I've waited my time... Training... Gaining strength, And I feel I'm strong enough to take on such a 'Heavy Burden'.

I live my life through Agape 'Love' and it's shown me that hate and remorse are emotions that just make things worse. They can lead people to do stupid and malicious things... But we're all human at the end of the day.

What I'm saying is. I've tried my hardest to be strong and to be able to carry you through anything, Give me the chance to and I can show you that... :/ I've waited my time, Now it's time to let the past be the past, and let me show you the result of my training and work.

Ilu, Don't you ever forget it.
Scotty <3