Escalator!

Hey guys ;/

Sorry for the depressive thing last time i wrote, I just didn't really know what to say or what to talk about and it was really on my mind, it's all so fucked up atm ^^.

Well after today things have been sorted between me and my best buddy, however i'm sure cracks will show sometime soon, They always do... What i don't understand is how can two best friends not know the right thing to do anymore. How come one of them must hurt the other? And most of all, Howcome someone can get inbetween them so easily? This is what i wanna know.


"Dido - Here with me"


As ya' can tell i'm not in such a great mood ;( Shits cracking off in the family, stuff with friends... Even my band is turning to shit... And the hardest part is, i know i'm strong enough to do something about it, but i just can't... To many things have happened since i was last happy, I haven't felt happy in months now... And its all because i'm so easily walked all over...

Thats what i used to be like, Happy and smiling all the time, Always around my friends and now i'm lucky if i see them once a week...
Now i have been shaped into the sick this world wants me to, and it's not going on no more... I started this mess i will bloody change it. I'm not gonna become the sick depressed fool you all tried to make me, No way ;P

It'd be a cold day in hell if i suddenly turned on my back and admitted defeat, and it took along time to realise that for myself :) Even though everyone told me so...

Thankyou everyone.
The beloved Blonde head.
Scotty
xxx